Dear Mom & Dad,


Dear mom & dad,

Do you know?
No matter how happy I am now, I’m happiest when I am your little girl.
Honestly, I hate being grown up.
If I could have a magic wish, I wish I could never grow up, and so you sould never grow old, then we could be together forever.
I just don’t wanna lose you, mom dad.
I cannot imagine how my life would be without you both.
Well, it would be empty, I know.

Mom, dad, I’m scared.
Your daughter might seems like a grown up woman now. But still, I’m your little girl..


I love you, dear family.
If someday someone should leave first, let me be the very first.

Your daughter


Dear Fiance,

Bandung, Desember 6th 2014

I don’t know how to describe my feeling for you.
I love you, in the way that I never loved anyone before.
Is it really love?
I hope I’m right. All I know is, I have this really huge affection on you, abundantly.

Do you know? I don’t know how could this happened, but I just can’t control.
I’m mad more than like to anyone when I’m mad at you. I can feel it comes from the very deep down of my heart. Every feeling is just become overrated.
It hurts me when I see you down,
I feel undescribably blue when you sick,
I get jealous when you talk to any girl but me,
I feel so upset when I know you go with any girl around.
I’m sorry. I’m going crazy. You’re driving me insane.

Baby, it is new to me. You’ve ruined a whole system of my heart. I might be an error now. But I’d like to adapt.
Take my hand,
Bare with me,
Lead the way,
I’ll walk with you..


Because I love you.

Little Secret; Letter to You, Dear Past.

Honestly, since we’re no longer together, I’m always scared to write on my blog again. Even here, in my new one that you don’t know. Because I know, it gonna be so easy for you to find this. And just like the old way, you’ve always been updating yourself about me from my blogs. Well, maybe not anymore. But, I don’t know why I’m still scared.

PS: If you read this, I want you to know that I really hope we will never ever meet again. Not because I hate you, it just because I don’t know what to say to you. And, thank you for gave me so much things to learn when we were together. I’ve learnt a lot from you. I mean it.

Your Peculiar Ex