Hummingbird Heartbeat

Wednesday, December 2th, 2015.
Today, finally the wait is over..

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There it is, my little love. My baby to be. My sweetest love. Exist, alive! Alhamdulillah..

Twelve weeks a day today, I heard his/her heartbeat. So loud! :’)
Speechless..

Dear little love, thank you for being there and makes everyone in the family so happy today!
Stay healthy, stay strong! Growing well, love..
See you next month! ❤

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Positive

The sun shines brighter today. Knowing that I woke up with a baby in my belly this morning. Yes, I’m officially a mama to be now.

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Yesterday, early in the morning I took a pregnancy test by myself, because it’s been two weeks late since my last period time. The two stripes showed up so fast. I’m pregnant! Alhamdulillah..

I woke my husband up on fajr prayer time that morning with a whisper, “Wake up papa to be.. It’s positive!”, I said. He barely jumped off the bed, opened his eyes so wide, awake. I still remember that face. That happy face. And so our parents the moment we let them know about my pregnancy. I know I will remember that for the rest of my life.

Few hours later, we met a doctor to check the baby.

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Oct 22nd, 2015. It’s 5 weeks 4 days, the doctor said.

Hey there lil baby to be, your mama and papa can’t wait to see you in person. Grow up fast, healthy and strong, babylove! Everyone is waiting for you.. ❤

Little Soulmate

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She is my sister. My only one elder sister.

We just met a week ago when me and my husband went to her house and slept over for few days. But, I miss her already.

We don’t meet and talk much, since we’ve been living in different cities for years. But, we never as far as our distance. She’s the only one I have to talk almost about everything. She’s my bestfriend, my soulmate.

We fight sometimes, but our love is so much bigger than any anger or hate between us. I love her so much.

Dear sissy, I wish you were here with me right now.. I miss you! :’)

Been A While

Friday, June 5th 2015.

05:23 p.m. right now, all alone at a cafè in my hometown. Been a while..

Happened accidentally. Stopped here because of a problem of my husband’s car when I was driving alone while he is working.

Been a while, since the last time I drove and went to some place all alone. Feels quite weird yet relaxing somehow. After facing a trouble that I cannot handle by my own.

Luckily it’s a live music performance here, so it fills up the emptiness around this place. No one come alone but me. Music and chatters here and there, but still so much empty table to fill. Warm dim lights, wooden interior, friendly weather. I guess I miss this kind of atmosphere. Even though, too bad not in a very good situation right now.

Thank You dear Lord, I hope this is one of Your bless in disguise..

Dear hubby, meet my baby.

May 16th – 19th, 2015.
Bali, my second home, my forever baby love.

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Saturday, May 16th 2015.
Sunset at my favorite place (Seminyak, Bali) with my favorite one. ❤

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Sunday, 17th 2015.
Fastboat time! Sanur-Ceningan via Lembongan.

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The famous yellow bridge that connecting Nusa Lembongan – Nusa Ceningan.

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Our little WORLD at Le Pirate, Nusa Ceningan, Bali.

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Our Sunday morning. 🌞

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Our lunch, next to mangrove beach.

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Sunset and dinner at The Deck, Nusa Lembongan. Facing the beautiful Agung mountain, Bali.

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Last hommie breakfast with a heaven view at Le Pirate, Ceningan.

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Until next time, baby! ❤

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Last but not least, no travel without coffee!
Latte and coffee beans before home.

Thank you Bali my second home, my baby, my heaven on earth. We’ll be back, anytime soon. I love you more and more and more each day, baby & hubby love!

A Wife

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Novotel Bandung, May 9th, 2015. I’m officially married to a man I love, my husband, Dimas Hendako Putra.

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That day was one of the happiest day in my life. Sometimes I still can’t believe it’s true. I’m a wife now.

That day, was the day that my dream wedding become a reality. Gazillion thanks to my parents, sister, vendors and family for making it happened. ❤

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Dear husband, said yes to be married to you was the craziest decision I’ve ever made. You know I’m not that easy to say yes. To a marriage thing especially. But, you know what? This is also the best decision I’ve ever made. I chose the right person and the right time to be happy together for the rest of my life.

I love you, hubby..

Bride To Be; A Day To Wedding Day

I can’t sleep (again)..

It’s 03.00 a.m. here. I just awaken by a bad dream after three hours of sleep. The dream was so bad, I even too scared to think about it again.
Oh Lord, it was just a dream, wasn’t it???

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Dear a day husband to be, I trust you.. I know you will make the best choice in every single thing you take, for our future children sake..
I trust you, love…

I’m sorry for always being scared of this marriage thing.. I’m sorry for always make you have to convince me with all of these things.. I’m so sorry…

Dear future children, you will read this post anytime in the future, I know.. Because mama ask your papa to leave it to you anytime I passed away after I have you, and if you are big enough to read and understand.

Baby, I love you since you have not born or even since you are haven’t here in my tummy. I love you since you are still here in my imagination. I love you since you are only a dream to me and your father. A dream that we really wish to be true.
I hope when you read it someday, you’ll read it with a smile because you love us too.. :’)

No secret to be kept here baby.. Soon or later, mama will write more for you..

I love you dear future husband and children of mine.. ❤