(Almost) nobody knows it. I was a broken pieces living a life like everything was okay, for so many years. But turns out, it is okay, now.
My son is the one who made me whole again..
But some people knew..
I let them knew it, for some reason I thought was right.
Well, it doesn’t matter anymore, right?
I had a pretty though life since I was a teenager. Not in the family circle, but out of that. It changed me, it shaped me, it broke me, a lot. But then, it made me who I am today.
I was saved by my husband, and glued by my son.
That’s why, I need not much friends in my life. Only a few that I let left, the friendship that built by years of trust. And some more that live far away but so close in my heart and prayer.
I am not a perfect whole, and will never again. But I am happy now, and will be happier everyday in the future (I’m pretty sure) in shaa Allah. Aamiin. Because that’s what matter the most. A happy mama for a happy family! Well, that’s what my husband said to me. “I have to make you happy, so the whole family will be happy too. A happy wife makes a happy family!”, he said. ❤
We just met a week ago when me and my husband went to her house and slept over for few days. But, I miss her already.
We don’t meet and talk much, since we’ve been living in different cities for years. But, we never as far as our distance. She’s the only one I have to talk almost about everything. She’s my bestfriend, my soulmate.
We fight sometimes, but our love is so much bigger than any anger or hate between us. I love her so much.
Dear sissy, I wish you were here with me right now.. I miss you! :’)
05:23 p.m. right now, all alone at a cafè in my hometown. Been a while..
Happened accidentally. Stopped here because of a problem of my husband’s car when I was driving alone while he is working.
Been a while, since the last time I drove and went to some place all alone. Feels quite weird yet relaxing somehow. After facing a trouble that I cannot handle by my own.
Luckily it’s a live music performance here, so it fills up the emptiness around this place. No one come alone but me. Music and chatters here and there, but still so much empty table to fill. Warm dim lights, wooden interior, friendly weather. I guess I miss this kind of atmosphere. Even though, too bad not in a very good situation right now.
Thank You dear Lord, I hope this is one of Your bless in disguise..
Novotel Bandung, May 9th, 2015. I’m officially married to a man I love, my husband, Dimas Hendako Putra.
That day was one of the happiest day in my life. Sometimes I still can’t believe it’s true. I’m a wife now.
That day, was the day that my dream wedding become a reality. Gazillion thanks to my parents, sister, vendors and family for making it happened. ❤
Dear husband, said yes to be married to you was the craziest decision I’ve ever made. You know I’m not that easy to say yes. To a marriage thing especially. But, you know what? This is also the best decision I’ve ever made. I chose the right person and the right time to be happy together for the rest of my life.