Hi, love! You are sleeping in your crib now, when I’m writing this post. Someday when you read it, just imagine that I’m talking beside you, okay?
Son, eight days to go and you will be four months old. You know what? To me, it still feels like just yesterday you were born. Time flies too fast as usual.
Baby son, three months already and still I did so much mistakes to you, I’m sorry. This newbie mom will try her best to treat you right, I promise. Because son, your presence in this world is the best thing that ever happened in my life. You can never imagine what you did to me these short three months. So many life changing experiences (good ones). Thank you, my dear. You are such a miracle that comes to life. ❤
My Dirran, no matter what happens in the future, please remember that mama loves you so much. Forgive your mom for always worries all the time. It’s getting bigger and bigger everyday, I know. But you must know, it’s because I love you. You are my first priority now, and forever. My number one. I will do anything to protect you. I would die for you, if I have to. As long as you are safe, healthy, happy, I would do anything for you.
Love you forever,
The very first thing that I wanna say to you right now is I’m sorry. I’m sorry for the lack of attention, care and so many lackness things I did to you lately.
Love, I didn’t mean it. I just went off balanced these few months. Because of having our lovely baby son, yes, but not because of him. It’s because of me. Because I haven’t got the right point to stand, to be balance, to be your best life partner and best mom for our son at the same time.
I’m sorry that at this time I’m still so much prioritizing our son. You are still my priority, of course. But, at the second place for now, I’m so sorry, love.
Love, thank you. For understanding, caring, being the best partner I can get this whole time. You know how hard it was to me these past months, but you were there, here beside me. Well, you always are.
Please be patient, my dear. I promise I will do my best to short “the course”. To learn faster and find my way to treat you and our son best, at the same time.
Love you always,
Dear husband and son,
Thank you for the best three monts memories, so far..
I can’t wait for another next best things to come..
I love you both, SO MUCH.